Post by Mr. Hendrickson™ on Sept 24, 2004 23:27:45 GMT -5
bordering on insanity .::. please someone kill me says:
I have been really distant with my friends on here and I dont like that expecially when they want and need to talk to me... I use to be the shoulder now I am not that.. I want to be the shoulder again
tracey says:
I can understand but you know sometimes the shoulder needs some time to not be the shoulder. I am the shoulder in the family and sometimes I need a break
bordering on insanity .::. please someone kill me says:
yeah I know what you mean but I alwasy prided myself on that and alot of people thought of me as that and though of me as the older brother and that I liked alot. Yeah I know how you feel.
tracey says:
but you are back now and I am sure that they all understand. We have that in common..prided self in being the rock
bordering on insanity .::. please someone kill me says:
Sometimes the rock is a small pebble you know? Not all the times you can be as solid as you want to be
tracey says:
exactly
bordering on insanity .::. please someone kill me says:
See I think that I should and I will make my first column tonight entitled Bleeding Memories. I think it will be cool to talk about alot of things that has happened to me then leave it open for more people to expand on it
tracey says:
that is a good idea...so many people can relate to things that you have gone through...and not being afraid to tell those things even when you don't always look like the good guy is wonderful
bordering on insanity .::. please someone kill me says:
yeah I always tell everything. I have written things in the Coffee House like the thing entitled March 26th 2003 which was a letter to my ex which I aired my dirty laundry out for everyone to see. I dont care because people look through that if your willing to admit to it and own up
tracey says:
right and just knowing that someone else knows what you are going through makes it easier plus if you leave it open for them to ask questions or for them to contact you if they need to makes things easier also
bordering on insanity .::. please someone kill me says:
yeah I always have an open door policy with people expecially people Becca's age. Because I want them to see what its really like and the consequences some actions hold you know. I man I helped a person through a drug addiction and such before.
tracey says:
that is good!
bordering on insanity .::. please someone kill me says:
I always try to analyze then react.
tracey says:
sounds like psychology is your thing
bordering on insanity .::. please someone kill me says:
if you react then analyze you might really miss the underlining problem and then you dont know if you really helped them or not. Its like the stone and peble thing again. To be the stone you need to be a pebble first. Everyone has a weak time and a strong time. You learn from the weak (pebble) and then progress to the strong (Stone or Rock)
tracey says:
that is really good! My english prof would love the way you just worded that!!
bordering on insanity .::. please someone kill me says:
well you can always use it and tell him. Like Dr. Phils says behind hurtful actions there is sadness, anger and need
tracey says:
seen alot of all three
bordering on insanity .::. please someone kill me says:
Without a doubt I have too. I have also done this. So I have seen what it does from both side of the prospective
tracey says:
right!!! I know what you mean
bordering on insanity .::. please someone kill me says:
I dont see myself as a man with so much anger but as I sit back and recieve it I realize I do have it and that comes from my hurt inside and my need of something that I cannot have. I love myself enough to say I needed help you know. It shows people I am willing to do something most people are not willing to even admit.
tracey says:
do you know what that need is?
tracey says:
exactly
bordering on insanity .::. please someone kill me says:
Need is sometimes the most primitive thing. A need for the love, a need for perfection, the need for happiness. I mean its so simpled but people over analyze their situation and then they become angry and what usually happens after anger? Sadness. Sadness either on your account or those who you decide to lash out against. The Need can actually become a Want you know. Then you have to believe in the Love and War aspect of one person psychy. They might love themselves but there can be a conflict so thus there is a war of sorts you know. I mean not everyone loves thyself nor hate thus a conflict and then a war or ones self. I am not sure if that makes sense but I hope you understand.
tracey says:
true but do you think that people create what they need and then are left angry when things don't go the way they created them?
tracey says:
I do
I have been really distant with my friends on here and I dont like that expecially when they want and need to talk to me... I use to be the shoulder now I am not that.. I want to be the shoulder again
tracey says:
I can understand but you know sometimes the shoulder needs some time to not be the shoulder. I am the shoulder in the family and sometimes I need a break
bordering on insanity .::. please someone kill me says:
yeah I know what you mean but I alwasy prided myself on that and alot of people thought of me as that and though of me as the older brother and that I liked alot. Yeah I know how you feel.
tracey says:
but you are back now and I am sure that they all understand. We have that in common..prided self in being the rock
bordering on insanity .::. please someone kill me says:
Sometimes the rock is a small pebble you know? Not all the times you can be as solid as you want to be
tracey says:
exactly
bordering on insanity .::. please someone kill me says:
See I think that I should and I will make my first column tonight entitled Bleeding Memories. I think it will be cool to talk about alot of things that has happened to me then leave it open for more people to expand on it
tracey says:
that is a good idea...so many people can relate to things that you have gone through...and not being afraid to tell those things even when you don't always look like the good guy is wonderful
bordering on insanity .::. please someone kill me says:
yeah I always tell everything. I have written things in the Coffee House like the thing entitled March 26th 2003 which was a letter to my ex which I aired my dirty laundry out for everyone to see. I dont care because people look through that if your willing to admit to it and own up
tracey says:
right and just knowing that someone else knows what you are going through makes it easier plus if you leave it open for them to ask questions or for them to contact you if they need to makes things easier also
bordering on insanity .::. please someone kill me says:
yeah I always have an open door policy with people expecially people Becca's age. Because I want them to see what its really like and the consequences some actions hold you know. I man I helped a person through a drug addiction and such before.
tracey says:
that is good!
bordering on insanity .::. please someone kill me says:
I always try to analyze then react.
tracey says:
sounds like psychology is your thing
bordering on insanity .::. please someone kill me says:
if you react then analyze you might really miss the underlining problem and then you dont know if you really helped them or not. Its like the stone and peble thing again. To be the stone you need to be a pebble first. Everyone has a weak time and a strong time. You learn from the weak (pebble) and then progress to the strong (Stone or Rock)
tracey says:
that is really good! My english prof would love the way you just worded that!!
bordering on insanity .::. please someone kill me says:
well you can always use it and tell him. Like Dr. Phils says behind hurtful actions there is sadness, anger and need
tracey says:
seen alot of all three
bordering on insanity .::. please someone kill me says:
Without a doubt I have too. I have also done this. So I have seen what it does from both side of the prospective
tracey says:
right!!! I know what you mean
bordering on insanity .::. please someone kill me says:
I dont see myself as a man with so much anger but as I sit back and recieve it I realize I do have it and that comes from my hurt inside and my need of something that I cannot have. I love myself enough to say I needed help you know. It shows people I am willing to do something most people are not willing to even admit.
tracey says:
do you know what that need is?
tracey says:
exactly
bordering on insanity .::. please someone kill me says:
Need is sometimes the most primitive thing. A need for the love, a need for perfection, the need for happiness. I mean its so simpled but people over analyze their situation and then they become angry and what usually happens after anger? Sadness. Sadness either on your account or those who you decide to lash out against. The Need can actually become a Want you know. Then you have to believe in the Love and War aspect of one person psychy. They might love themselves but there can be a conflict so thus there is a war of sorts you know. I mean not everyone loves thyself nor hate thus a conflict and then a war or ones self. I am not sure if that makes sense but I hope you understand.
tracey says:
true but do you think that people create what they need and then are left angry when things don't go the way they created them?
tracey says:
I do