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Post by KC on Sept 11, 2004 15:52:02 GMT -5
Reminds you most of your life? ALso, post the lyrics to it too!
"Somewhere I Belong" by Linkin Park
(When this began)
I had nothin' to say,
And I'd get lost in the nothingness inside of me,
(I was confused)
And I'd let it all out to find,
That I'm not the only person with these things in mind,
(Inside of me)
But all the vacancy the words revealed,
Is the only real thing that I've got left to feel,
(Nothin' to lose)
Just stuck,
Hollow and alone,
And the fault is my own
And the fault is my own
I wanna heal,
I wanna feel,
What I thought was never real,
I wanna let go of the pain I've felt so long,
(Erase all the pain 'til it's gone)
I wanna heal,
I wanna feel,
Like I am close to something real,
I wanna find something I've wanted all along,
Somewhere I Belong,
And I've got nothin' to say,
I can't believe I didn't fall right down on my face,
(I was confused)
Lookin' everywhere,
Only to find that it's not the way I had imagined it all in my mind,
(So what am I)
What do I have but negativity,
'Cause I can't justify the way everyone is lookin' at me,
(Nothin' to lose)
Nothin' to gain,
Hollow and alone,
And the fault is my own
And the fault is my own
I wanna heal,
I wanna feel,
What I thought was never real,
I wanna let go of the pain I felt so long
(Erase all the pain 'till it's gone)
I wanna heal,
I wanna feel,
Like I am close to something real,
I wanna find something I wanted all along
Somewhere I Belong
I will never know,
Myself until I do this on my own,
And I will never feel,
Anything else, until my wounds are healed,
I will never be,
Anything 'til I break away from me,
And I will break away,
I'll find myself today,
I wanna heal,
I wanna feel,
What I thought was never real,
I wanna let go of the pain I felt so long,
(Erase all the pain 'till it's gone)
I wanna heal,
I wanna feel,
Like I am close to something real,
I wanna find something I wanted all along,
Somewhere I Belong
I wanna heal,
I wanna feel like I'm
Somewhere I Belong
I wanna heal,
I wanna feel like I'm
Somewhere I Belong
Somewhere I Belong
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Post by brutal bob on Sept 13, 2004 0:44:49 GMT -5
one of these songs for me
Stripped, Raped And Strangled by cannibal corpse
They Think They Know Who I Am
All They Know Is I Love To Kill
Face Down, Dead On The Ground
Find Me Before Another Is Found
.
I Come Alive In The Darkness
Left Murdered And Nameless
Dead Unburied And Rotten
Half Eaten By Insects
.
She Was So Beautiful
I Had To Kill Her
.
Tied Her Up
And Taped Her Mouth Shut
Couldn't Scream
Raped Violently
Rope Tight, Around Her Throat
Her Body Twitches
As She Chokes
.
Strangulation Caused Her Death
Just Like All The Others
Raped Before And After Death
Stripped, Naked, Tortured
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They're All Dead, They're All Dead
They're All Dead By Strangulation
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I Come Alive In The Darkness
Left Murdered And Nameless
Dead Unburied And Rotten
Half Eaten By Insects
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It Felt So Good To Kill
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I Took Their Lives Away
Seven Dead, Lying Rotten
Unburied Victims
Their Naked Bodies Putrefy
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Strangulation Caused Her Death
Just Like All The Others
Raped Before And After Death
Stripped, Naked, Tortured
.
They're All Dead, They're All Dead
They're All Dead By Strangulation
.
I Come Alive In The Darkness
Left Murdered And Nameless
Dead Unburied And Rotten
Half Eaten By Insects
.
They Think They Know Who I Am
All They Know Is I Love To Kill
Face Down, Dead On The Ground
Find Me Before Another Is Found
or
Necropedophile
I was once a man before I transformed
into this molester, freshly deceased children
You have born, torn by my raoe
The dead are not safe, the lifeless child corpse
I will violate
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Pleasure from the dead, complete satisfaction
I open the coffin
Sick thoughts run through my head as I stare
At the dead, over and over, I can't escape
I begin the dead sex, licking her young, rotted orifice
I cum in her cold cunt, shivering with ecstasy
for nine days straight I do the same
She becomes by dead, decayed child sex slave
her neck I hack, cutting through the back
I use her mouth to eject
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Here I cum, blood gushes from
bleeding black blood
her head disconnected
As I came, viciously I cut, through her jugular vein
She's already dead, I masturbate with her severed head
My lubrication, her decomposition
Spending my life molesting dead children
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Intercourse with infants
Curing heads on top of spikes
boiling skulls
Skin sliding off of bones
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Voices
The voices call
Voices
The voices are calling me
Buried dead I've spiritually infected
Call to me from beyond their graves
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Bleed
I now bleed pus
I bleed, the blood of the dead
I bleed on her livid skin
Thrusting myself within
Beginning to chop through her hairless crotch
Beyond what we know as death
It haunts me everyday
I hear the voice of every child
That lies next to me decayed
A fresh corpse, to fill with my infection
Tortured before death, no orifice left unfilled
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Violated after death
Virgin hole infest
Anal pore spewing cess
The sacred juice I injest
Your dead child I defile
Necropedophile
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Post by brutal bob on Sept 13, 2004 0:46:31 GMT -5
or even possibly
I Cum Blood
also by CC
Swollen with liquid
Ready to burst
A load of my lymph
Will quench this dead body's thirst
One month in the grave
twisted and half decayed
She turned a putrid yellow
I pissed in her maggot filled asshole
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Fucking the rotting
My semen is bleeding
The smell of decay
Seeps from her genital cavity
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The smell was unbearable As I unburied her
I cum blood from my erection
I feel it run
down her throat, swallow
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Eyes glassy and vacant
body dug up to play with
Skin greasy and naked
tounguing her rotted anus
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I need a live woman
to fill with my fluid
A delicate girl, to mutilate, fuck and kill
her body exceptional
she thought I was normal
but I wanted more
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I came blood inside of her
chocking on the clot
gagging on the snot
gushing blood, from her mouth
bloody gel leaking out
Body buried in a shallow grave
Unmarked for none to find
The sickness I have left behind
Undetected go my crimes
The greatest thrill of my life
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Violent, climax Serging serum
on my skin
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Back from the dead
I am resurrected
to spew, putrefaction
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Post by Mr. Hendrickson™ on Sept 15, 2004 12:17:03 GMT -5
Link to Lyrics"Broken (feat. Amy Lee)" I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well I wanna hold you high and steal your pain 'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don't feel right when you're gone away You've gone away, you don't feel me, anymore The worst is over now and we can breathe again I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away There's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight I wanna hold you high and steal your pain [x2] 'Cause I'm broken when I'm open And I don't feel like I am strong enough 'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don't feel right when you're gone away 'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don't feel right when you're gone away You've gone away You don't feel me here anymore [The lyrics to this song describe me in full and well thats what this topic is all about and that is why I posted it]
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Post by Breakdown on Sept 15, 2004 14:38:45 GMT -5
Flaw - Recognize
Well ive had enough
Of these selfish crimes
I hurt myself again
Not knowing why
It seems so easy
To leave it all behind
And avoid the truth I think id rather just go blind
Then everything erupts
My life has come unglued
And the ties that bind have left me
What am I to do?
Cant seem to recognize
That stare behing those eyes
Who is this man I see?
Whos looking back at me?
Cant focus through the grey
And I am fading into nothing
The reflection must get clearer
I think im cracking up
Like ive lost my mind
I hurt myself again
Still dont know why
I end up the same way
Each and every time
I cant avoid the truth
Theres just nowhere to run and hide
Cant seem to recognize
That stare behing those eyes
Who is this man I see?
Whos looking back at me?
Cant focus through the grey
And I am fading into nothing
The reflection must get clearer than it appears to be right now
There must be somone I can see....
Theres gotta be something for me
Show it now, let it go free
I know its there waiting on me
Let it out, let it go free
Cant seem to recognize
That stare behing those eyes
Who is this man I see?
Whos looking back at me?
Cant focus through the grey
And I am fading into nothing
The reflection must get clearer
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Post by Robert on Sept 17, 2004 21:28:12 GMT -5
This is one that links to my old life of anger and depression.
Breaking The Habit by Linkin Park
Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again
[Bridge:]
I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused
[Chorus:]
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight
Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again
[Bridge:]
I dont want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused
[Chorus:]
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight
[Bridge:]
I'll paint it on the walls
'Cause I'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends
[Chorus:]
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
to show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
I’m breaking the habit
Tonight
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Post by Robert on Sept 17, 2004 21:32:54 GMT -5
And here's a song that represents my recent self more.
Fall To Pieces by Velvet Revolver
It's been a long year
Since you've been gone
I've been alone here
I've grown old
I fall to pieces, I'm falling
Fell to pieces and I'm still falling
Every time I'm falling down
All alone I fall to pieces
I keep a journal of memories
I'm feeling lonely, I can't breathe
I fall to pieces, I'm falling
Fell to pieces and I'm still falling
All the years I've tried
With more to go
Will the memories die
I'm waiting
Will I find you
Can I find you
We're falling down
I'm falling
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Post by Mr. Hendrickson™ on Sept 18, 2004 14:39:36 GMT -5
This is one that links to my old life of anger and depression. Breaking The Habit by Linkin Park Memories consume Like opening the wound I'm picking me apart again You all assume I'm safe here in my room Unless I try to start again [Bridge:] I don't want to be the one The battles always choose 'Cause inside I realize That I'm the one confused [Chorus:] I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream I don't know why I instigate And say what I don't mean I don't know how I got this way I know it's not alright So I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit Tonight Clutching my cure I tightly lock the door I try to catch my breath again I hurt much more Than anytime before I had no options left again [Bridge:] I dont want to be the one The battles always choose 'Cause inside I realize That I'm the one confused [Chorus:] I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream I don't know why I instigate And say what I don't mean I don't know how I got this way I'll never be alright So, I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit Tonight [Bridge:] I'll paint it on the walls 'Cause I'm the one at fault I'll never fight again And this is how it ends [Chorus:] I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream But now I have some clarity to show you what I mean I don't know how I got this way I'll never be alright So, I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit I’m breaking the habit Tonight This song can also be for my anger years.. I like this song as well.. |
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