Post by Psychicwolf on Aug 21, 2003 23:09:47 GMT -5
i don't really know why i'm even posting this here, but i REALLY need to get this into words or something....
Back in late march/early april, my ex b/f and i finally broke up after 6&1/2 months. that was all abuse in one way or another. from september-mid/late october it was only mental or emotional. after that til mid january, it was mental, physical, emotion abuse, and then in january it was all of that and sexual assault. well, i started having flashbacks about all of that in mid april, and they were gone for about a month. but about 2-3 wks ago, they started coming back and they're so real that i end up crying every time i have one because it's like it just happened a few seconds earlier yet this time i'm not trying to come up with some damn excuse to cover for him.......
there's more but that's all i can say right now w/ out literally screaming.........(everyone in my house is asleep at the moment other wise i would probably be screaming or beating the hell out of a wall....)
Back in late march/early april, my ex b/f and i finally broke up after 6&1/2 months. that was all abuse in one way or another. from september-mid/late october it was only mental or emotional. after that til mid january, it was mental, physical, emotion abuse, and then in january it was all of that and sexual assault. well, i started having flashbacks about all of that in mid april, and they were gone for about a month. but about 2-3 wks ago, they started coming back and they're so real that i end up crying every time i have one because it's like it just happened a few seconds earlier yet this time i'm not trying to come up with some damn excuse to cover for him.......
there's more but that's all i can say right now w/ out literally screaming.........(everyone in my house is asleep at the moment other wise i would probably be screaming or beating the hell out of a wall....)
