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Post by Daemon Rose on Sept 24, 2003 2:50:11 GMT -5
Darkest Days
There are times when I'm just a shell When I do not feel anything for anyone All I feel is hollow and bruised Used up and misused Forced to be someone I don't want to be Have I failed somehow or some way Will the weight of today finally pull me down to drown In the depths of despair Where I am alone Except for my rage
My rage My pain I hate my darkest days My rage My pain I hate my darkest days My rage My pain I hate my darkest days My rage My pain I hate my darkest days My darkest days
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Post by Daemon Rose on Sept 24, 2003 2:50:24 GMT -5
"Desperate Now" (Darkest Days)
I keep breaking all the promises That I keep making to myself You'd think by now that I'd be over this Instead I'm feeling sorry for myself So why does everything seem desperate now I should be feeling so alive But it feels like something's missing Something's wrong somehow It feels like something deep inside has died So why do I feel desperate now Why do I feel like dying Why do I feel desperate now Why do I feel desperate now
I keep breaking all the promises That I keep making to myself But promises mean nothing to me anymore Circling the drain Spiraling to hell
So why do I feel desperate now Why do I feel like dying Why do I feel desperate now Why do I feel desperate now
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Post by Daemon Rose on Sept 24, 2003 2:50:46 GMT -5
"Drowning" (Darkest Days)
I'm drowning in nothing Nothing real Nothing left Nothing I'm losing myself Sinking deeper down
Silently leaving This behind Nothing left but me
I'm hating myself Hating myself Everyone hates me now
Everyone has changed Everything has changed Everyone has changed But me
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Post by Daemon Rose on Sept 24, 2003 2:51:00 GMT -5
"Drugstore" (Darkest Days)
You seduced me lonely in your hell Naked, hungry I crawl into your cell A virtual drugstore is piled on your bed I can't resist with your tongue inside my head How can everything be justified by you? How can everything be justified by you?
You get off on watching my bleed You get off on feeding my disease This time will be perfect you explain Your tongue is deadly as a needle through my vein
How can everything be justified by you? How can my demise be justified by you?
I'm so tired of living for your touch I'm so tired of needing you so much How can everything be justified by you? How can everything be justified by you?
How can everything be justified by you? How can my demise be justified by you? When did I decide to be crucified by you? How can everything be justified by you? By you...
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Post by Daemon Rose on Sept 24, 2003 2:51:13 GMT -5
"Everything I Touch" (Darkest Days)
The more I feel The more I die Nothing to give Nothing inside Everything I touch I break Everything I touch I break Everything I touch I break
I scratch and tear Until it bleeds I do not want I only need I only need I only need
Everything I touch I break Everything I touch I break Everything I touch I break Everything I touch I break Everything I touch I break Everything I touch I break
How Can I Hold On (Dog Attack) Back when you were my life You gave me something that I could live for Now everything's changed And you're gone But I'm still here waiting
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Post by Daemon Rose on Sept 24, 2003 2:51:29 GMT -5
"Goodbye" (Darkest Days)
So this is where I say goodbye This is where my story ends And if there's one thing that I've learned from life It's that it gets you in the end So goodbye my friend Goodbye Goodbye my friend Goodbye
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Post by Daemon Rose on Sept 24, 2003 2:51:47 GMT -5
"Haunting Me" (Darkest Days)
Everywhere I go I see your face Every sound I hear is the sound of your voice Why are you haunting me Why are you haunting me Why can't I let you go Why are you haunting me? Why are you haunting me? Why are you haunting me? Why are you haunting me?
Everything about me is a lie At least it seems that way when I look in your eyes The truth scares the shit out of me Whoever said love is real and love is blood has never felt the way that I do
What does it matter? What's done is done and I should get on with my life Why are you haunting me? Why are you haunting me? Why are you haunting me? Why are you haunting me?
Well, I don't know what it means But I can't seem to make myself forget Was it something that you said Was it all the guilt inside my head
Why are you haunting me? Why are you haunting me? Why are you haunting me? Why are you haunting me? Why are you haunting me? Why are you haunting me?
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Post by Daemon Rose on Sept 24, 2003 2:52:00 GMT -5
"How Can I Hold On" (Darkest Days)
With nothing to hold on to Why should I hold on When there's nothing to hold on to Sex made me feel alive But now I'm so bored with mindless passion Drugs were somewhere to hide But they've left me feeling cold and empty
How can I hold on With nothing to hold on to Why should I hold on When there's nothing to hold on to
I thought you were my friend That you were someone that I could turn to Now I realize That you were a friend when you needed something
How can I hold on With nothing to hold on to Why should I hold on When there's nothing to hold on to How can I hold on With nothing to hold on to Why should I hold on When there's nothing to hold on to
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Post by Daemon Rose on Sept 24, 2003 2:52:13 GMT -5
"On Your Way Down" (Darkest Days)
I hope I see you on your way down I hope you break every bone I hope it kills you on your way down And I hope you die alone All of your hate and all of your lies Will it be worth it When all of your friends refuse to be alibis Will it be worth it
I'll see you on your way down I'll see you on your way down I'll see you on your way down
It's kind of sad to watch you break down You greedy fuck you pissed it all away So who will catch you on your way down You've only got yourself to blame
When all your worst fears materialize Will it be worth it There's nobody left who cares you're alive Was it worth it
I'll see you on your way down I'll see you on your way down I'll see you on your way down Way down Way down I'll see you on your way down I'll see you on your way down I'll see you on your way down
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Post by Daemon Rose on Sept 24, 2003 2:52:30 GMT -5
"Save Yourself" (Darkest Days)
I know your life is empty And you hate to face this world alone So you're searching for an angel Someone who can make you whole I can not save you I can't even save myself So just save yourself
I know that you've been damaged Your soul has suffered such abuse But I am not your savior I am just as fucked as you I am just as fucked as you I can not save you I can't even save myself So just save yourself
Please don't take pity on me Please don't take pity on me Please don't take pity on me Please don't take pity on me
My life has been a nightmare My soul is fractured to the bone And if I must be lonely, I think I'd rather be alone I think I'd rather be alone
You can not save me You can't even save yourself I can not save you I can't even save myself Save yourself So just save yourself
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Post by Daemon Rose on Sept 24, 2003 2:52:43 GMT -5
"Sometimes It Hurts" (Darkest Days)
Six o'clock in the morning My head is ready to explode I can't believe I made it home alive I don't remember where I went Or what I was drinking And now it's made me sick And I'm not denying That I get this way When I try to get over you I get this way When I try to get over you Sometimes it hurts So much to lose the one you love Sometimes it hurts So much to lose the one you love
I tried so hard to hate you But it only makes it all worse I only end up hating myself And as my hatred grows So do the lies It's hard to face the truth sometimes God I feel so useless God I hate myself When I try to get over you I hate myself Will I ever get over you
Sometimes it hurts So much to lose the one you love Sometimes it hurts So much to lose the one you love
And after all this time you'd think I'd understand the way you feel But no I only think about myself And it's driving you away I always knew it would one day
Sometimes it hurts So much to lose the one you love Sometimes it hurts So much to lose the one you love Sometimes it hurts So much to lose the one you love Sometimes it hurts So much to lose the one you love
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Post by Daemon Rose on Sept 24, 2003 2:53:01 GMT -5
"The Thing I Hate (P O M F )" (Darkest Days)
Lost in a world of doubt and insecurity Nothing that you hold sacred, nothing you believe Your life is a contradiction While you thrive on manipulation I fight to just hold on to what I believe I won't become the thing I hate I won't become the thing I hate I won't become the thing I hate I won't become you
You've treated me like I'm a worthless piece of shit You think you're in control but you make me sick I want to watch you suffer The way that you've made me suffer I want to fuck up everything you've ever loved
I won't become the thing I hate I won't become the thing I hate I won't become the thing I hate I won't become you I won't become the thing I hate I won't become the thing I hate I won't become the thing I hate I won't become the thing I hate I won't become the thing I hate I won't become you
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Post by Daemon Rose on Sept 24, 2003 2:53:13 GMT -5
"The Thing I Hate (POMF)" (Darkest Days)
Lost in a world of doubt and insecurity Nothing that you hold sacred, nothing you believe Your life is a contradiction While you thrive on manipulation I fight to just hold on to what I believe I won't become the thing I hate I won't become the thing I hate I won't become the thing I hate I won't become you
You've treated me like I'm a worthless piece of shit You think you're in control but you make me sick I want to watch you suffer The way that you've made me suffer I want to fuck up everything you've ever loved
I won't become the thing I hate I won't become the thing I hate I won't become the thing I hate I won't become you I won't become the thing I hate I won't become the thing I hate I won't become the thing I hate I won't become the thing I hate I won't become the thing I hate I won't become you
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Post by Daemon Rose on Sept 24, 2003 2:53:26 GMT -5
"Torn Apart" (Darkest Days)
I know I should have told you I was so afraid you'd leave And now there's nothing left to say Well nothing that you'd believe I never meant to hurt you With the things I couldn't say I promise you tomorrow While denying you today These lies have torn my world apart These lies have torn my world apart These lies have torn my world apart
A darkness grows inside me in fading shades of gray All the colors of the world are slowly sucked away I'm sinking ever deeper to a place that's cold and black I can't believe I've lost you and you're never coming back
These lies have torn my world apart These lies have torn my world apart These lies have torn my world apart Torn my world apart
Soon the night will take me and save me from my pain Cloak me in cold darkness and help me lose your name
These lies have torn my world apart These lies have torn my world apart These lies have torn my world apart Torn my world apart Torn my world apart Torn my world apart
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Post by Daemon Rose on Sept 24, 2003 2:53:38 GMT -5
"Waking Up Beside You" (Darkest Days)
I've been so alone for so long Forgotten by the world Forgotten to myself Your effervescent eyes have awakened me And brushed the dust away But I knew you'd never stay
So I memorized the color of your eyes as I lost myself inside you And I memorized the way our legs entwined as I drifted off beside you
I miss God I miss Waking up beside you
At night I cling to you, I'm so afraid Afraid the day will come And I'll wake and find you gone But you promised that you'd not abandon me And kissed my fears away But I woke up to that day
But I had memorized the way our eyes would meet reflected in the bathroom mirror And I memorized your naked silhouette as you slowly brushed your hair I miss God I miss Waking up beside you
I've been so alone for so long I forgot how much it hurts To wake up so alone
But I memorized how warm your body felt as you lay half asleep beside me And I memorized the way the sunlight filled the room and played upon your body
I miss God I miss Waking up beside you I miss God I miss Waking up beside you
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