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Post by Breakdown on Aug 20, 2003 19:46:33 GMT -5
Well my day sucks, i found out i cant talk to my girlfriend for awhile, and i really miss her, and i found out like 30 minutes ago, that my friend died in a car accident... and it just keeps getting worse, what the fuck is next ! ? ! ? !
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Post by Mr. Hendrickson™ on Aug 20, 2003 19:58:09 GMT -5
*Walks over to Andy* Hey man dont worry. Things will pick up trust me. Today may be a bad day but tomarrow may be alot better. I am sorry about your friend and I am sorry you cant talk to your girlfriend. Its the pits I have been there and yet to come around from it.
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Post by Breakdown on Aug 20, 2003 20:22:09 GMT -5
my life is really starting to go downhill, everday just keeps getting worse, cant you tell, just remember the shit i have to go through with my girlfriend, im just waiting for what's next to happen bad...
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Post by Breakdown on Aug 20, 2003 20:25:12 GMT -5
it's so bad i wrote this song...
I don't understand why everyone does the things they do,
They don't even care if they hurt you.
I wish I could go into a dark whole,
Were no one would find me or know.
Know were I have went to,
I just want to be alone is a place with out you.
Sit by my-self and cry,
Cry until I die.
Were I know that I wouldn't be on this earth,
I know what I am worth.
And I am not worthy of this life that you see me living at the age that I am,
I know I use to think that I can.
Sometimes I don't know what to think,
And when I close my eyes and blink.
I see the other side in peoples eyes,
All those hate-full lies.
See look at all that heart breaking,
Look what this world is making,
Were all blind to what we see,
Never again in this world will I be.
Cutin my wrist is what I did to die,
Fuck you all this is my good bye..
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Post by Mr. Hendrickson™ on Aug 20, 2003 20:29:13 GMT -5
it's so bad i wrote this song... I don't understand why everyone does the things they do, They don't even care if they hurt you. I wish I could go into a dark whole, Were no one would find me or know. Know were I have went to, I just want to be alone is a place with out you. Sit by my-self and cry, Cry until I die. Were I know that I wouldn't be on this earth, I know what I am worth. And I am not worthy of this life that you see me living at the age that I am, I know I use to think that I can. Sometimes I don't know what to think, And when I close my eyes and blink. I see the other side in peoples eyes, All those hate-full lies. See look at all that heart breaking, Look what this world is making, Were all blind to what we see, Never again in this world will I be. Cutin my wrist is what I did to die, Fuck you all this is my good bye.. |
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Post by Breakdown on Aug 20, 2003 20:33:51 GMT -5
Yeah, thanx, everyone else that seen it said i need serious help, cause im always talking about suicide, people think im crazy...sometimes i really think of doing it, that there really is no use to live...well if it wasnt for my girlfriend i probably would of did it already...
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Post by Breakdown on Aug 21, 2003 1:09:37 GMT -5
here are some more songs:
Did you ever think of suicide?
I have
Have you ever wished you died?
I Have
Have you ever thought to use a gun?
Oh wont it be fun?
or how about a knife
they are quick to end a life
They say they love you
and they go and do it
they want to be with you
but they go and blow it
what do you do
just go along with it
sometimes you steal
sometime you take
you think someone is real
but all they are is a fake
then you're in love
and you think your set
but when you're above
you always want to bet
then im always going to tell you
you're always going to lose
I feel so confused and unwanted can't forget unloved with this life of mine,
Sitting back all alone I wonder if me breathing was a waste of time.
I know that I am not a little girl any more,
But I feel like mind is sore from all the memories I think about it hurts to the core.
Sometimes I feel like I am the old me wanting to die and sitting alone and crying with no one at my side,
It seems like the whole life I lived I lied.
Even though people say I seem fine and I just need some help to get me back on track,
And I dun what I lack.
Thoughts of wanting to cut my-self start back up in my head,
But I still cry and lay in my bed.
And all I can think of is this,
Fuck you all there's my special bliss.
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Post by Breakdown on Aug 21, 2003 15:20:54 GMT -5
hey maybe i can use these songs, for my new band...or who knows...what do you think?
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Post by Mr. Hendrickson™ on Aug 21, 2003 15:23:30 GMT -5
I think you could, without a doubt could be good. Put some riffs to it.
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Post by Låuŗєn on Aug 22, 2003 19:40:04 GMT -5
Oh no, sorry I am late for this post. I am so sorry about the trageties. Best of luck from me. Great songs, loved them.
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Post by Karen on Aug 22, 2003 21:30:31 GMT -5
Well my day sucks, i found out i cant talk to my girlfriend for awhile, and i really miss her, and i found out like 30 minutes ago, that my friend died in a car accident... and it just keeps getting worse, what the fuck is next ! ? ! ? ! Oh wow, I'm sorry. A good friend of mine's best friend died a few days ago, as well. : ( |
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Post by Breakdown on Aug 23, 2003 12:30:36 GMT -5
thanx to all of you, that day is over now, im pretty good now, i guess, well i still miss my g/f, i cant stand not being able to talk to her, and im bored out of my mid, i have no one to talk to, that just makes me think about her more...it's driving me crazy...
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Post by Karen on Aug 23, 2003 21:20:24 GMT -5
aww, I'm sorry : (
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Post by Breakdown on Aug 24, 2003 11:38:31 GMT -5
I hate this, it seems like the days take forever, and it seems like im never going to see her, im going insane...im gonna go crazy in school, cause im gonna get yelled at for not paying attentiong, cause ill be thinking about her...
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Post by fla5hba5h on Aug 29, 2003 20:07:12 GMT -5
You should asked to be excused from school. I mean, for a few days or something.
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